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"eropa,wah pengennnnnnnnnn"
"ya Tuhan aku pengen ke eropa.. pengen ke paris.."
oke, everyone has a dream, and coming to europe is one of their biggest dream ever comes true.
So did i.
Pertama kali dikasih tau kalo gue bakal bisa ke eropa juni ini, ya Tuhan.. rasanya hati ini cenat cenut, kayak kesiram aer comberan rasa coca cola men.. blessssss.. nylepppp... ahhh.. ga kekira deh bangganya gimana.
Bangga.Excited.Degdegan.
Bahkan saking noraknya, every single day to the D-day, i did count 'em !
haha

Mulai lah gue rempong rempong bikin visa. ini nih yg bikin males ama negara sendiri.
liat negara tetangga.
ke utara, beh.. malaysia, singapur, brunei, mana ada yang ngurus visa ke eropa?
ke selatan.. ya ilah.. australi mah keliling dunia kaga apply visa
cuma Indonesia.. negara besar yang katanya "global set", eh ke eropa aja pake visa. banyak yang ditolak pula. bleh.

Singkat cerita, Visa Schengen gue diterima dan pelitnya, cuma dikasih 21 hari. Ga lebih.

Urusan visa beres, packing beres, semua beres. Lega. Tinggal anyer anyer aja nih ulu hati nunggu nyampe eropa, degdegannya bener bener sweet feeling.

Dan jeng jeng jeng....
here i come.
The most visited city in the world.
The most dreamed city in the world.
The city of love.
The city of Light.
Paris.


PERANCIS

Nyampe paris waktu itu masih siang. Sebelumnya gue udah cek cuaca, katanya perancis awal juni udah mulai masuk summer.
okelah, ekspektasi gue bakal anget kayak bogor.
Ternyata gue salah.
begitu keluar bandara, brrrrrrr... dingin coiiiiiiiiii kayak bawa AC keluar ruangan.
di Imigrasi juga ga ada masalah apa apa. ga pake ditanya2. langsung cop. and "bon vacance" kata mas mas imigrasinya.

Perancis, so far menurut gue adalah negara yang paling baik dan ramah. Berbeda 180derajat dari kata orang orang kebanyakan, penduduk paris (parisien) adalah orang yang sangattttt ramah buat gua..
Baru buka peta dikit, mereka langsung nyamperin ngasih tau direction.
Bahkan, ada nenek nenek baik banget naik turun lantai 8 cuma buat nyariin Landlord gue di apartemen paris.
Their english juga ga jelek jelek amat dibandingin negara eropa lain.
Tapi ada juga sih yang at all ga bs inggris, gue sempet nanya pas lg di stasiun RER Antoine, kalo mau ke Cite universitaire naik apa ya? ternyata dia ga ngerti.. pas diajak ngmg prancis, dia baru ngasi tau cas cis cus..
eh pas gue mau nanya "mesti transit dimana gitu gak?" kan gue gatau bahasa prancisnya transit apa, yaudah gue blg "transit?" eh dia ngmg "anglais pas" yg artinya "i dont understand english"..
yaampun padahal cuma 1 kata..

Begitu masuk RER, wiiiih.. langsung disambut sama...... PENGAMEN!
yak, pengamen bule. bau. gabut pooool.
masa dia ngamen maen akordeon, eh dia ngobrol. gak nyanyi pula.
udah gitu, gaada orang yg ngasih duit. hahahaa..

kalo kata orang METRO di prancis ribet? ah ga juga.. lebay. cuma ya itu, namanya turis ya pasti berpatokan ama metro, padahal kadang2 dari 1 stasiun di jalur x ke stasiun di jalur y bisa jalan kaki 5 menit, tapi krna terpaku ama stasiun metro, jadilah dibawa muter2 transit setengah jam.
emang harus pinter2 cek rute.

metro di paris juga jelek kok, stasiunnya kotor, jalanannya pun di grafity semua.. jorok deh.
cuma ya rapih aja dan teratur.
pokonya semua yang jelek2 dijakarta, ada di paris dan eropa.
dari tukang ngamen, tukang minta2 di lampu merah, tukang minta minta yang pake amplop, tukang teh panas di taman eiffel, tukang buah di stasiun yg sampingan ama tukang dvd bajakan, dsb.. hahahaha..

to be continued.
untuk foto, bisa diliat di facebook gue ya :'D

Sometimes, I think..
I think that I can make my own decision.
Taking the right one, or even the wrong one.
I pick it, I enjoy it, and I still the one who takes the responsibilty to all of my decisions.
I sometimes want to express the deepest thing I want to share about,
To make 'em understand, to feel the way they feel, or at least, to adore one that I want without trying to hide it..
I push myself to go on the right path, even the dangers are the thing that I can see enough, I will die happy but will make someone die becomes a nightmare.
I float my wants in the middle path hence I won't fall to the path untrue.
But still, I have consequences.
The biggest thread remains always.

A film taught me a thing.
Life is always give you a start over after you learn from your failure.

And now, I am taking my chance back..
I want to start 'em over, again..
I don't want to fall to deep..
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Happy Birthday, Dear the Most Gracious Woman in My Life.

One told me that however grand your money you've built, you'll never
be able to repay even the little thing your mother has sacrificed for
you.

And It's true..

Mama..
You are the woman that i could hang on when my fear came out..
You are the one that i spent my tears on when i broke my hand in fighting..
You are the one that i yell-ed on when i got nothing from the thing i wanted..

Mama, you are always there.
Even when i rejected your decision..
Even when i push hard the door when we fought,
even when i undeniable said "ARGHHHH" to every single thing you
demanded me to do..
you are always there however i was..
you not even fought me back..
you not even slap your hand at my body..
you not even asked me to go out from home..

You just kept silent and went to your room.. you cried..
you kept thinking that you are a failure in my growing up even you ARE NOT..
you cried even i stupidly did nothing to you to stop you crying..

Mama..
for every single tears you spent to grow me up... but i just forget..
for money you've spent for me.. but i just cheat to get more..
for every yell i threw at you..
you just always there..
you just did all that i wanted as if all my commands were yours to do.
you never told me "kid.. i'm tired.."
but you always put a big smile and tell "kid... i will..."

Mama..
I know you've spent many pain to grow me up..
i know you've delayed all your needs only to provide my wanted thingy..
i know you've always tried to give me something even when you didn't
think it suited me..

Mama.. I just want you to know..
You are never Failed..
You are the winner in my Life..
You are my angel..
You are my reason why i am now the real ' i am.."
you are the reason why i always try to stop to dream the biggest thing i want..
it's all just because i love you and i honour you, mama..
I'll from now on try to make you happy , no matter what..
i wont let you fight with your pain..
i wont let anyone tells something bad about you,
and i will never ever give up on my life before i show you "mama..
this is me.. you make me I AM"..

Happy 50th Birthday My Big Big Precious Woman In my Life..

I love you , never less.

Uan
(Edwar Andiko Heri)

What should I ask God for?

I thank God I was given a very wonderful moments in my senior high.
I had bestfriends and we went all along, we laughed together, we joked from one to another, we hated, we cried, and we boom-ed each others..

We always spent days together. We went to Bubu almost everyday. We ate mie ayam and es kelapa, we shared soekarno thingy, we talked politic, we saw porn..

We went hanging out together.. Marked 26 June 2011 as our returning day.. We shared yell together, we hysteria, we hugged...

We went clubbing without a permit, we dressed like we are an adult, they got into but as always, I was prohibited to enter so I had to pay, we shared a pot of alcohol and we drank it without feeling sorry.. And yes, we breathed a smoke from our mouth and made it a laugh.

We always made a promise to catch up, and we ended coming 3hours late, we angry to each others but in the end, we left laughes everyday we met.

We are priority to each other, when we say "temen sma gue" it refers to them.

When we say "besties" it refers to them.

When we say "we missed old school" we mean them.

When we say "they are my family" we can't not to agree that it is them.

We hate a goodbye. We even picked and sent wiena to airport.. We shared cry.. We sang "kamu sangat berarti..istimewa dihati slamanya rasa ini..jika tua nanti kita tlah hidup masing masing, ingatlah hari ini..." But our life doesn't end there.

We continue making a blog, we keep contacting via message in facebook, we talk, we share, we joke..

We introduced our own girl/boyfriend. We tested them, we share laughes and we stop being fren if they are broke up.

I love them..
I love my past even I once regretted.

I might hate being the only guy besides the 8 girls.
I might hate when I should be the one who asked, who be the "tester" when we accross the fast way street, or who be the one who does something.
But I love it. I love them, my family.

I might feeling worry to introduce them to my girlfriend. I am in between. I don't want her to think me silly, or even don't want my friends to make a laugh on my gf.
But they are my priority, whenever my gf disagree and don't like them, it means that she doesn't like me. My friends stand forever, even if it means we have to break up.
That's what i always say (said) to my girlfriend whom now ex(es).

I always love starting a new year with them. Once, we booked a hotel and we drank alcohol, we smoke, and ended up eating nasi goreng while fireflies in the sky.
The other year, we spent new years eve sitting in front of the sea with a hardcore music sang to the fireflies.
Once we slept in a comfy bed, the other day, we slept till the bed broke. Yes.. We slept in 2 single beds for 6 person(s) :)

I never had a bad moment walking with them or hanging out with them.
Maybe someone seeing me weird walking with 8girls. But I don't care what they thinking. All I can care is I am happy with them and I feel happiness with my girls :)

God, I love them. They are my priority, they are my family :)
Please keep us together and make us a legendary family.
I sacrifice everything even if in I have to have a kid, I will do.

Thank you for giving me such a best in my life.
I love my high school, and I love everyday with them :)
They are reason why I smile..
They are place where I could share and got no solution, haha..
They are place where I could hear a bad solution when I'm in confuse :)
They are the ones who know how to treat me and put a smile on me..

I love you my girls, always have always will.

I love you my clan, my foreverness family.

Me and...
Riery,cc,ode,wiena,babat,popi,feron,vera..

Jakarta, 07-12-10

After picnic kebun raya
Anw, indo-thai 2-1 :)
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Last nite, we took LRT from bukit jalil (apartment of kadek) to Hang Tuah.
Whew, sooo expensive. We spent about 3.2 MYR for one trip.

Our destination was Bukit Bintang. But we decided to walk than spending more money for the monorail.

To spare our dead foot, we visited Berjaya Times Square.
I've been dreaming to try their indoor roller coaster but noone wanted to.
So we continued to eat in one of hawker in bukit bintang and I ate (again) nasi hainan and ice tea for 8.2 MYR.

Afterthat, we continued walking. We saw that petronas was pretty close from our place therefore we decided to walk again.
Later we found out, it wasn't walk-able and soo far far far away.
Reaching petronas, odonk wanted to buy some shoes vincci there,but bad, vincci store was closed permanently, the store's replaced by topman.
Then, we took some photos.. Ya.. We asked japanese who wasn't english speaker to take us photo(s).
Knowing that all of us superly tired of walking, we returned to kadek apartment on bukit jalil. Whewww.. It took about 3.5 MYR for one trip.
Can't wait to explore KL tommorow :)
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I just can't count how many times I've been here, Kuala Lumpur.
Yea.. I feel like am licking my own yuck, I hate this place, but, this is the most place I've visited in my passport (haha..blame on AirAsia, I need to transit in here).

But what makes different is, I'm here with my super bestfriends.
Yeay! This is the very first time we go abroad together :D
Started by the very unthinkable idea to explore malaysia and thailand (its crazy yoo, we decided to go here only two weeks before. No preparation, no knowledge about hatyai,thailand.

However, here we are.
Eating in the medan selera LCCT, one of the very well known place for me.
I'm eating Nasi Goreng CitaRasa China for 6 MYR and drinking Teh Tarik Sejuk for 2.5MYR.
One of my friends, odonk, made some funny.
She asked the waitress "I need to buy aqua" hahaha.. Its silly, but thank God. It's danone, without being asked twice, the waitress went directly to search for mineral water.

To be continued

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Hari kedua, kami memutuskan buat nyewa tuk-tuk buat keliling kota seharian.

Kami berangkat menuju HatYai Thailand dari Kuala Lumpur Malaysia naik AirAsia.