Happy Birthday, Dear the Most Gracious Woman in My Life.
One told me that however grand your money you've built, you'll never
be able to repay even the little thing your mother has sacrificed for
you.
And It's true..
Mama..
You are the woman that i could hang on when my fear came out..
You are the one that i spent my tears on when i broke my hand in fighting..
You are the one that i yell-ed on when i got nothing from the thing i wanted..
Mama, you are always there.
Even when i rejected your decision..
Even when i push hard the door when we fought,
even when i undeniable said "ARGHHHH" to every single thing you
demanded me to do..
you are always there however i was..
you not even fought me back..
you not even slap your hand at my body..
you not even asked me to go out from home..
You just kept silent and went to your room.. you cried..
you kept thinking that you are a failure in my growing up even you ARE NOT..
you cried even i stupidly did nothing to you to stop you crying..
Mama..
for every single tears you spent to grow me up... but i just forget..
for money you've spent for me.. but i just cheat to get more..
for every yell i threw at you..
you just always there..
you just did all that i wanted as if all my commands were yours to do.
you never told me "kid.. i'm tired.."
but you always put a big smile and tell "kid... i will..."
Mama..
I know you've spent many pain to grow me up..
i know you've delayed all your needs only to provide my wanted thingy..
i know you've always tried to give me something even when you didn't
think it suited me..
Mama.. I just want you to know..
You are never Failed..
You are the winner in my Life..
You are my angel..
You are my reason why i am now the real ' i am.."
you are the reason why i always try to stop to dream the biggest thing i want..
it's all just because i love you and i honour you, mama..
I'll from now on try to make you happy , no matter what..
i wont let you fight with your pain..
i wont let anyone tells something bad about you,
and i will never ever give up on my life before i show you "mama..
this is me.. you make me I AM"..
Happy 50th Birthday My Big Big Precious Woman In my Life..
I love you , never less.
Uan
(Edwar Andiko Heri)
